While I was enjoying a day at the park with ducks - Chloe had asked me more about home and my parents. I thought of a slide show that I can make for Chloe and decided to do it - to let her know abit more about my parents/siblings and more about where I come from. I gave it a little more thought - as to what I want to show Chloe and thought about my mom and Chloe. You see - Chloe and I are brought up quite differently - Chloe’s childhood if shown on a slide show to her grandchildren in the future would be nothing but happy memories - where else mine wasn’t so much like that.

While i grew up with a screaming mom - who would cane us in public - Chloe has never been harshly dealt with in her entire life. But do I want to show her a slide show of my childhood with so many bad memories? of a childhood without a parent or grandparents to love? A childhood without any toys nor bed to sleep on? I only started to have a decent life after i turned 26 - when i decided that I didn’t want the past to hold me back. That was when my life changed - for the better - but how do i tell my child - who is currently so curious to know who my parents were? I don’t even really know my own father - for he was never home - my slide show for my childhood - is but a very short memory to me. It is a past - i rarely want to remember but it gets trigger back once in a while.

As much as I would love to tell Chloe the whole truth - i feel that she is still very young to understand - my past. For now - I’m putting together a simpler slide show of my past for her - a simplified version just for now. I’m just happy that Chloe’s slide show - of her childhood will be a so much happier and blessed one - for her dad and grandparents are nothing like mine.