For years.. since the brat was born .. i have my hair tied up.. because of the convenience.. and because looking after a infant means having her pull your hair.. as and when she wants. But now that she is so much older.. and like i said before.. my surgeries.. sorta made me wake up. .that there are other things more important. So i’m going to highlight my hair.. and literally let my hair down.. and take care of myself more from now on. Not that i haven’t.. but truth be told.. i neglected myself.. alot because of the brat and the business. So yes.. as soon as i’m well.. i’m heading out to Francine’s.

The brat’s babysitter, Keegan had asked me to order for her some Proactiv acne cream, since she didn’t have a credit card to order it for herself. We usually do it for her.. with no problems.. but we haven’t found one that doesn’t need her not to sign up for a follow up course. But she didn’t want that.. because she didn’t know if it would really helped or worked for her skin type or not. So in the end.. we didn’t order it for her, I can’t really blame her.. because it wasn’t cheap either.. and for a kid who is still in school.. she definitely cannot afford to spend that kinda money if it didn’t worked.

You know.. with my operations.. and the emergency one that happened.. and because of not knowing what was actually wrong with me… i had so much fear. I really for that moment worried..that i may not be with my family ever again. And because of the operations .. i have a different perspective towards how i want to live my life now. Life is too short .. don’t you think..?? I feel that family comes first.. above everything else. For all the times.. we won’t leave the store.. because of our business, now I’m looking forward to getting well.. and taking a vacation at least yearly and taking care of my health. I hear that the Winter Park real estate is a great place for a getaway, whether as a couple or as a family. I’m gonna get PB to check it out.