If we were back in Singapore.. I would have no hesitation in putting Chloe into one of our neighbourhood school. I have great fear .. when it comes to branded schools.. like the one that i was used to going. My mom had lined up overnite.. so that me and my sister would get a place in Marymount Convent. And that was the biggest mistake she ever made and i never wanna subject my brat to something like that.

The students in the school were all rich.. their parents are judges .. and businessmen.. or some big shot..! wherelse.. my family situation .. was really pathetic. My mum didn’t even have money to change new uniforms for us every year.. and had to be called in by the principle all the time.. because of our short skirt. It certainly didn’t give us an edge.. when we went to Marymount.. in fact.. we were slighted.. and laughed at.. and made fun of .. by our classmates.. and teachers.. alike.

So which brings us back to whether.. i should just let Chloe go to the south end school (that everyone say it is bad) or Meadowfields.. for French Immersion..??

When people talk about Drug Rehab, the first thing that comes to one’s mind is a hospital like place.. with some weird and highly troubled people in it.. and lots of screaming.. and swearing by the residents. You figured you would also see people with tears.. and snort running down all over their faces. Well.. you get the picture right..?? Not a very pleasant kind of scenario right..?? and that must be one of the many reasons .. why people do not want to go into a drug rehab.

But life need not be over .. because you are an addict for there are answers to what you are going through. People who have been there .. and done it but is now in recovery and feeling a million bucks about it. Nope.. not a gimmick… not a sales talk, just a choice for you .. to choose to free yourself from not liking yourself and doing the things you don’t want to do anymore.

No one said it is easy but if you want the tools to deal with your addiction and want to be drug free, this exclusive and private location in Malibu might just be for you. Located in a private home and definitely not your usual hospital like of rehab center, this spa like secluded estate, gives you space and privacy to recover. You also get personal hands on treatment and you will never ever be made to feel “little”. Take the first step to recovery, with the people who cares.

My daughter who is 4 yrs old.. seeing that i am in lots of pain.. and crying.. told me this afternoon.. “mummy .. don’t cry.. please cheer up..!” sent me bawling like a baby. She is so smart.. and she does the things she wants to.. without any help.. and she knows.. exactly what to say.. when you are sad or sick.

Every month about this time.. my fibroids..plus the menses.. just about kills me. Everyone asked why i donch have it taken care of.. but who got hair wants to be bald right..?? surely I have several reasons behind.. why i am waiting. One is the business..and then i need someone who can take care of chloe. .when i am doing my operation. .and of course thirdly.. i donch know if i really wanna do it here in Canada or not.

Seriously, contemplating flying home .. with the brat. .to get the fibroids and uterus taken out in Singapore… but afraid.. i wont’ wanna come back to Canada anymore. What say you ..??

Ain’t they beautiful..!! yes.. princesses in my new store.. Chloe sure had some fun playing with these gals.. on Saturday morning. The tiara belonged to Malie.. who came with her daddy to help with moving more of the store. The gals were still in their sweater because we had just opened store.. and the store wasn’t warm enough yet. But the gals were so cute.. and sat good.. to let me take a picture..