The impact of someone ill around you may not be as big .. as if it was a loved one. For all the time.. I’ve been to Canada.. PB and I had always been together.. even when I was in the hospital having Chloe, he stayed in the hospital with me.. for 3 days.. and we got discharged together. We got to work together.. as a family.. and we come home together.. as a family. Only this year.. did we have abit of change.. i go home with the brat .. at 5.30pm… and then PB would come home after work .. say around 9.30pm.

By doing this.. we make sure.. that chloe is fed good at home.. and she get to settle down at home.. for the nite.. instead.. of having to stay the whole day at the store. So last nite.. when PB had to go to the hospital.. came as a shock to me.. because it was late.. Chloe was already sleeping.. and i can’t leave chloe on her own.. my in-laws weren’t online.. meaning they must be sleeping already. So even though i put up a brave front.. all sorts of questions .. were running thru’ my mind.

To be cont’d ..