Thinking that hiring another race.. would help me prove that we are more hardworking actually back-fired on me.
I am currently in a state of malu-ration..! that i hired someone who made so many mistakes..and still feels that she is doing a good job. On top of everything… feels that she is not responsible for the missing property that belongs to our store.
I’m also malu.. because this little kid.. told his friend.. and me after confronting him about it.. that he did say .. that our place is a fucked up place..!!! And she had no remorse for saying it. When i asked her why, she thinks that this place is fucked up.. she couldn’t tell me the reason.
She said.. she didn’t mean me.. but our business.. but is she stupid or what..?? the business means us.. and us the business.
I am so malu.. because i had forgotten .. how some can be very calculative.. and two-headed snake. I keep forgetting.. not to think that everyone should be nice.. till they prove otherwise.
I am so malu.. because i hired this person.. outta compassion.. of her being of another race.. thinking that i was helping out another fellaman..! and in the end.. what happens… fan nie chu tou hai si ah..! sek woon meen fan woon dai..!!! in cantonese..!
These days.. i am getting more and more …… disappointed with the ppl we hired …… and one fine day……i assure you .. i will say .. fucked it.. i’m packing up.. and leaving here with my spouse and chloe back to singapore..!